You fell for me and now I stand…I must say, it’s not easy,to stand that is…my feet fails and at times I can’t help but look at the waves roaring all around me…and yes, I do fall,lots of times and I fear I just might be losing it altogether. This is not just sentimental,it is life threatening because really when all I do is please myself, not even giving sight to your presence, when all I do is put my pride before you, when all I do is fall and promise not to fall again, like a little child running around in circles, I fear I just might lose it altogether…but still, you remind me of things I should know but yet don’t want too, you remind me of the fact that this is a battle I must fight, and every time I think I can do it on my own, I fall…

Why does it seem so unconquerable, maybe it’s me, maybe it’s some cosmic force, or is it you? I dare not think so…then I try to find succor in other things aside you,I get myself really busy just to drown out the fact that I’m actually drowning in my incompetencies, but I’m chocking, the water…

Your love is relentless…the time is up for chasing shadows…where my feet may fail, there you are…I might not find all the answers I need, my feet are still wobbly, but it’s fine because just when my feet fails,you are there to help me stand…again…